rene's daily times. (:

yes. it was my last day of work on friday. :)) i tot i wud gain my freedom after yesterday. but i was wrong abt it. :( hmm. otherwise, i wud be at sentosa now instead of rotting here at home. this sucks lah. but as MANY people say, it's part of growing up and shit. yup. growing up. it is taking ages for me to grow up! i wish i can be an ah ma now lah. got all the freedom she wants. but ah ma cant go tanning. she will die instantly. hmmm. okay i have 2nd thoughts of becoming an ah ma. :| heh.. yup. argued with my parents last night. they said that my floorball friends are older than me so it's not really safe. grrrr. LIKE HUH? seriously. actually, not ALL are THAT old. they are prolly jus one or two yrs older. as in the majority lah. sighh. so yup ended up crying. haha. it always happens. now, i must change their impressions of my floorball friends. they arent BAD people! :( but firstly, i have to gain their trust. and yes, my mum said that i cant go for trainings when sch starts. yes. that was definitely not what i wanted to hear. i told her i gotta see my schedule first. hmm. so i still see a tiny weeny hope! :) i shall be optimistic abt this. ahh. oh yeah.. baze called me last night! :)) she called me at the wrong time, but yet the right time? hahah. ermm. wrong time cos i was crying. hahahaha. i know i sounded really bad. but yeahh. right time cos i needed someone so badly to talk to. and TA-DA*! here comes baze! MWAHS! A BIG HUG FOR U DARLING! and if u got any problems or whatever, rmb, i will always be here for u too. :) tt's wad darlings are for! heh! yupp.
and then, i told my sis abt my sentosa thinggy. and then she said" nvm lah. since everybody is not wrking, stay at home and stuff" i was like ..ah okay. AND TODAY. jus this mrgn, i asked her if she was gonna get any pressie for mum. and she said, "dunnoe. but i will be going out later" WTH! tt's y being the youngest SARKS. older siblings will take advantage of them. sigh. it's jus so fated. i was damn pissed with her. guessed she knows lah. tt's gd. so that maybe she wudnt go out later. dun wanna know alr.
darling is out now. :( i miss her! heh.. i hope i can go for sp's friendly tmr. it's at 9. then maybe i will skip training or smth. heh.. i gotta see. hopefully by staying at home today will help. :anw, i baked muffins on thurs night for the office people. yeah was my first time. first batch of muffins turned out fine. but not the second one. they went CHAO TA! ahaha. i got carried away. grrr. lucky thing my mum baked another 12 in the mrng so i wudnt need to bring chao ta muffins to the office. haha. yuupp. thanks mum! i got some pics of my muffins. shall upload! :)

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